I was totally shagged this morning..... Had to rely on caffene..... argh....... by the mid afternoon i got used to the tireness..... hence they was a little brust of energy in me somehow..... Manz... I was so tired that i feel that i had to get out of my exhausted shell somehow...... Felt that my soul can just leave the body for a while..... ahhahah.... Crap.....

Shing Lam cried today over the relationship...... He bottled up all his feelings inside till he couldn't tolerate it allow more.... lucky Kenny was there to console him..... Haiz..... At least he managed to express his feelings.... not like me.... bottled all my feelings till i feel a bit emotion-less..... abit feeling-less..... haiz.... Things are improving though!!! bye gtg!!1