I going to botanical gardens to take photo on sunday after visiting my grandparents graves..... They carried me when i was a baby.... they went on ahead of life when i was ababy... I dun have any memories of them.... The only photos i had with them are with my parents.... I dun really like to go to places related with the dead.... Not because of the ghosts or whatever... I just feel sad when i visit such places..... Ok, it's the feeling crap again.... I used to have this special 'feeling' to guide me.... It guided me to good decisions....It gave me confidence and a link to feel my surroundings.... Now i can seldom feel it..... Dun noe why... It think it developed when i was in computer club (Ok, i am not a computer geek, just a small technophile.... Just interested in technology... not just computers... DuH*~!). Must be all the designing stuff and the hours spent on just to refine a simple map of singapore river..... haha.... A little on the perfectionist side.... And maybe it's the times i spend at a special place when i am feeling low or sad.... haven't being to the place for quite a while.... Is it good news or bad news? Now.... Only listening to music can help me 'feel' it again...... That kind of music i believe only a few will listen to it... hahha....... Go find Tim Janis! Thanks Keshia for reminding me on the importance of family on her blog! XiE xiE~!!

Hmm.... I think i go orchid crazy on sunday cos all the photos i am taking are Orchids!!! But i gotta noe their names too.... Been taking photos of stuff i dun even noe about for a long time....
Here are a few things i love to take Orchids, Sunsets/sunrise (usually sun set cos i lazy to wake up to take sun rise...), Clouds...

To me i need to take a shot when the chance come, when it passes... I'll miss it forever.... So plz guys when i am taking a photo of the scenery or something, dun come and put ur face in front my camera!!! If the moment if gone, I will sure be damn pissed.... althought i won't say it out.... haiz... just my luck... Oh yah.... I can improve my 'feeling' through photography too!! hehe.... It needs at least a few thousand photos of experience to strenghten it.... I hope it does... Cos i miss it... ALOT