Ok... the constant smsing to my Jie is making my parents suspicious of me having a girlfriend........ argh... not again.... but yet again... that time i did had a girlfriend...... ah... now is now.... Can't i communicate with my friends without any suspicion?? I have learnt a lot from my mistake and i am not ready to get a girlfriend yet or whatever.... I lack commitment...... A lot of time has to be put into it...... my personal life has be quite screwed up.... gotta make repairs... that needs time too... haiz..... relationships seemed kinda sophisticated to me..... haha.... i not ready yet...... now it's just studies first....... relationships later.....