Riding in the Rain...

Monday, September 29, 2003

Damn my HT~! Spolit my day since the first period.... Hate him! Old man....... argh.... They should replace the teachers with younger ones who are more open and approachable..... He just said, "Wilson, your results are not good.. Sigh...' then he goes around shaking his head... Ok, i did study real hard for the exams! But just at the moment when the question popped up, i went a bit blank that's all! That's how i screwed up my chem paper 3....

Then the IDIOT beside me keeping suaning' see lah! go out some more!' Then for the rest of the day he started to act like a jellyfish leaning towards me.... Acting like a bloody childish asshole who is hetrosexual and wants to act like a homosexual... Felt like punching like in the face, the ribs, the bones... To make him a real 'jellyfish'... =|

Made a fool out of myself in the lab today... maybe i was to depressed or something... whatever....

Sometimes after i have done badly for my tests in JC, i feel that i am quite desensitized about the poor performance. Sometimes i don't even give a damn anyway....

The stress is coming to me now.... I feel happy and low at the same time.... I need them and i don't need them... WTF.... Ciaoz....