went shopping today~! Bought some new clothes.. And started talking to my mother about the thailnad thingy.... as i expected, the straight answer was no.... She said that i should stop following others and blah blah... But seriously i told her that i wanted to go. It's not the influence shit thingy..... I noe that whenever i'm not at home they worry about me... But this worrying thing is holding me down... I cannot let the chance to slip past again and again.... I want to go.... Hmmm.... i can try to minimise their worrying habits.... haiz... To parents, no matter how old they are, we are always their children.