Troubled times!
Uploaded the pics taken on SAt with MJ, and Noel. Didn't have much mood to take after the security incident at 'some' building... HAiz.. So here are soem of the OK ones.
It's 10 past 1am now. I have a lecture at 10am tomorrow. I WANT TO SLEEP! But i keep thinking about the triubles that's happening right now. Currently NS and school running in together. This transition period is killing me! Taking leave for school is seriously no joke... Should have disrupted back then. But... Anyways, I'm worried about whether i can settle this transition with all the camp stuff settled smoothly and NOT miss my lessons too! Damn! I have to worry about 2 sides! This grinding is driving me nuts!
How i wish i can have a break to go on a holiday! to somewhere nice to relax and enjoy. No! Poly changed their commencement date to april then shit started happening.... Cramped. Squeezed. Tensed. I feel that my heart is being tightened by the 2 factors. Grr... I'm really looking forward to having a nice relaxing holiday... *Sob sob*
Then studies wise, i'm having external Japanese lessons outside. CAn i cope? DAMN!!!! I need a roll-in to the studing phase SLOWLY not throw me back in immediately! GAh! If i didn't start school now, I'll have to wait for a year! And i don't think that my application to Uni would be successful anyway.
Gah! Curse all that give me troubles! Curse them to live a normal live while i life a more happening, stressed and exciting life! AHHH!!!
P.S: Please forget what i said above.
It's 10 past 1am now. I have a lecture at 10am tomorrow. I WANT TO SLEEP! But i keep thinking about the triubles that's happening right now. Currently NS and school running in together. This transition period is killing me! Taking leave for school is seriously no joke... Should have disrupted back then. But... Anyways, I'm worried about whether i can settle this transition with all the camp stuff settled smoothly and NOT miss my lessons too! Damn! I have to worry about 2 sides! This grinding is driving me nuts!
How i wish i can have a break to go on a holiday! to somewhere nice to relax and enjoy. No! Poly changed their commencement date to april then shit started happening.... Cramped. Squeezed. Tensed. I feel that my heart is being tightened by the 2 factors. Grr... I'm really looking forward to having a nice relaxing holiday... *Sob sob*
Then studies wise, i'm having external Japanese lessons outside. CAn i cope? DAMN!!!! I need a roll-in to the studing phase SLOWLY not throw me back in immediately! GAh! If i didn't start school now, I'll have to wait for a year! And i don't think that my application to Uni would be successful anyway.
Gah! Curse all that give me troubles! Curse them to live a normal live while i life a more happening, stressed and exciting life! AHHH!!!
P.S: Please forget what i said above.
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1:19 AM
