It's time for a CCC!
Well, these experiences of sudden happenings be it major ones or smaller one have a inner meaning to me. Each of them made me a little stronger, forced me to my ends, ripped me to a million pieces, feeling cautious, thinking ahead before things can happen, how things can happen, how the upper and lower houses would react to these, interpersonel behaviour, getting used to being sqeezed by the balls, going against your body clock and sleep, thinking of possible solutions on the spot, thinking of how to explain to superiors later and not get implicated too much, not wandering out of our jurisdiction thus lesser work load, help improve life of others while you can, maintain good relations with others, firm with pleads that goes against regulations and morale, maintaining standards, making new standards, destroying unwanted habits, introducing new ones, maintaining one's principles as far as possible, looking for to the day of satisfaction you get when you look back at what you have done so far, cry when the new era changes everything you have paved , squabbles prevail, integrity questioned, the look at the person's face that you have let everyone down due to a choice that is unpopular, staying firm against the odds, remain calm, think the steps thru of what went wrong, analyse, search, inquiry, seek, pushing limits, one onselves limits, keep pushing over limits, most important of all, REMEMBER the times of hardships and lessons and experience! They shaped a part of you today!
Do this reflection on the eve of your ORD day. Then we can all look forward to the day of ORD! Good job you deserved it!
Only then you are converted back to a Civilian. =P
Please pray for me that my clearances go smoothly tomorrow. It's a little rush due to the tests for the past few days... Hope all goes well! Gd night! Hope you all had an enjoyable read.