Everyone seems to be out for the countdown into the new year. Well, i guess i'll just stay nicely at home and read before the countdown. Gotta finish Regina's Song by the end of this year. Hah!

Hmmm.. Stayed over at Hanz place. Some 3 storey house... Big! Haven't crapped with them for a lot time. Was busy with A levels stuff yah. Played MotoGP till it drove grayson and myself mad.... I did a 21 lap couse at one shot. Wahahah, gray can't take it. I can! lol!

So we sort of know each other's stuff better liao due to the Truth or truth game. Hah.... anyway Happy birthday Hanz~!
And today is Sunny's bithday. Wonder will he be out already....

spooky... Imagine a killer sedated a victim with muscle relaxing stuff, so that they won't scream. Next using a hooked knife and carve out their bodies while the victims are still alive. That could last about 20 -30min before the victim actually dies in silence. And while working on the masterpiece, the killer sings in a rather sonorous voice. Eeek..... Sleep.

Hmm.. My bad habit of mine has worsened. I'm sleeping latest 3am. I can be promoted to be the morning hater in the house. Breakfast was settled at 3am, everyday. How nightly! Just gotta love the night breeze...

It's one of those times again. I was suppose to get angry, but somehow i didn't. I haven't be angry, not even a slight bit, for a long time. All i could remember was i threw tantrums when i was a kid. Then after that, Anger just seemed to disappear from my head. Maybe locked in the back of the mind. Or maybe reading a book on anger control stacked somewhere in the house extinguished it. Hmm... I get pissed(irritated), sad, depressed, lonely, bored and happy, playful, funny, lame, crappy, maybe evil sometimes. I just dun get angry!!! I'm angry that i don't get angry!!!! Grrr.... haha, kidding. That was lame.....

Oh well, it's a blessing. If i'm easily angry, would i even have friends now?

Hmmm.. got stuck at the last stage of castlevania.... grr... Always getting stuck at the best part. Oh well, gotta hit some guidebooks soon. Err... not the ones on chem or physics. Game guidebooks.

Currently downloading Peacemaker kurogane. Nothing much to do nowadys. Well, i could watch Full Metal Alchemist on bro's comp or play castlevania on PS2 or read david eddings. haha....

hmm... Watched Descendents of Darkness. It was Darker descendents on AXN, but i think the correct name was Descendents of Darkness. Nice anime. Deals with death, vampires, curses, monsters. ANd the guys are shouen type. In other words, draw beautifully. Get it? Guys in the anime are beautiful! wahahahah....

Oh bought a bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon for the bbq on tuesday. Had a hard time chosing.... Got so many bottles there, with all the different name like shiraz, merlot or something like that.... hope this bottle turns out fine on tuesday. =P''''''

Gotta hide it from bro.... he will jsut open it.. and gulp it down... Oh, not really. He just gets rashes if he drinks. hahahaha sad....

Phew.. Went for shoes shopping today. Bloody Queensway shopping center is bloody crowded.... *looks around* Oooo... all that Oakley stuff... Nike shoes are starting to bore me. Asics is fine for running, but not really for going out type for me. Then All Day I Dream About Sports (Adidas) came by and found something nice. But didn't buy, it's just too crowded. Shouldn't have gone on a Sunday... In the end, went back to somerset centrepoint to get it.

Damn you Andrew! For getting the same pair of shoes as me! And Damn you again for getting the same pair of sandals! Hope you spoil them soon.... Maybe i'll step on them to reduce their shelf life.*Evil laughter echoes down the corridors with thunder roaring in the background*

hmmm. Just added a comment thingy for the posts. Yah, feel free to comment there too!

OMG! I'm into wine tasting! haha.. check it out here Since i don't like beer, might as well go a little further into wine. Sleepy...

ODAC BBQ today! Got some gift Xchange thingy... I was like "who got my present?" here and there.... In my mind, of course. Looked around for that similar wrapping. Found it! Not telling who got it! haha!

Pain!!!! Damn blisters! Never play basketball with loosely strapped sandals! All that rubbing and stuff....

David and Leigh Eddings are real good! Taking a break from fantasy stuff, this psycho thriller is fresh as well!

Ah... Yet another battle lost from the start. Denied permission to go krabi. Haiz.... I'll go somewhere after NS... I don't really like the mentality which people think that NS is the only way you become a MAN. As in, it's the experience that you have inside there that makes you think more maturely. Yes, i agree that you become more mature after NS. But surely that isn't the only way for one to be mature right? There are other ways. NS is more like a crash course for maturity with a safety net underneath. Experiences with no safety nets sometimes means death, but more are learnt than those with safety nets. Risks have to be taken, even those in safety nets.


Haha.. another great battle lost. I rejoice in the name of Parents and mourn in the name of Adventure.

Finished! On to David and Leigh Eddings Regina's song next. Next book on mind, LOTR the two towers.

My bad habit of sleeping late is back again. A new nocturnal me is out again.... Well, i just don't want to sleep so early. But sometimes i miss the early mornings. The cool winds... gah... i'll finish jingo before i sleep. I'm a slow reader. =P''''''''

The clouds are troubled lately.... CAn't get any good shots with the threatening dark clouds covering the sun rays.

Oh yah, immersed myself in darkness today. Feels empty. Gah...

Weee~! *Feathers slowly desending, mystically* It's here! I love wings! I like angel wings look-alike stuff!

[edit] Angel look-alike stuff are EXPENSIVE... O_______________________o

hmmm, SL's back! so is my perfect wing gundam! *grins*

Hmm.. Lucky is a white furry fox like dog. One of the quietest dog i ever seen. Well, not really. But i haven't hear it bark or woof woof before. It likes strangers. Oooo... It just bounces up and down when he saw me for the first time. Hah! *wipes away dog saliva*

Kill Bill was nice. But was really amused by the blood spraying from limbs everywhere. Reminds me of the musical fountains at Sentosa. Haha... Merry christmas!

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Go Go was so cute! Especially when she looked murderous in front of black mambo! O_______o

Happy Christmas EvE~! Going to grandma's there later! A fine feast of delicious food over there... *drools*

Now i'm just playing GB to teach the noobs how to use nak.... sheesh nothing much to do when u are too bored with the game

Hmm.. SL is away in HK. Now i got lesser people to play GB with... boring! And that american guy is playing when i'm sleeping... wth... ReAd~!

For the first time, I went home with violet and red toenails. EEek~! STop... I'm not turning gay or something. Just playing a game with kids and some.. well bigger 'kids'. Markers everywhere~! Yikes~!

I felt that i'm tired easily. Hmmm.. Maybe Chritmas would be a nice day for me to doze off and read a few books. Never celebrated that way before. hmmm.... we shall see.

A little story I heard...

Characters
Y = a guy
F= another guy with a much MORE higher authority

A day before an important event, there was an important meeting. There should have been one but it wasn't called for. The reason? F was busy. Busy with things that god knows what. So Y had the initiative to call for the much need meeting. Being too initiative, Y didn't tell F about the meeting. Anyway F was busy, his knowledge of this meeting wouldn't matter much. But F got the word of this 'unauthorised' meeting, and called the meeting off without telling Y. Sadly Y was the last to be informed. Y feeling that a meeting was crucial, he went against F and the clandestine meeting was met and done with.

I know my storytelling skills sucks to the core, it's more like in point form that a story. Just want to get it straight cos i'm sleepy... -_________-

hmmm...

Personally, i think F is too big shot.... So what he has more authority? That doesn't mean that he can call off an important meeting when his presence is expected to somewhere else doing his whatever stuff... Is F scared of loss of power? does he want to be treated like a god or something? Where was F when he was needed? And he wants people not to do stuff when he's not there.... he's just too [Insert a demeaning word here].

Well that's all about the story..... It's so real! Eeek~!

Combining of CCAs to help SC and CAC.... Ambitious. Overly ambitious. I wouldn't be surprised with the newly combined CCA group tries to take over SC and CAC. Power tussle again. I have seen enough of it. Such political stuff just irks me. The manipulation sometimes sideline objectives unknowningly. Thus the objectives are sometimes forgotten into oblivion. And in their heads is just struggle for power. Sheesh.... ODAC's objectives certainly changed a lot this year. It's no longer "Enjoy nature" or "Enjoy the journey" stuff... It's now sort of "We must WIN! We must dominate!" So Fun right?


Yup much of the crap are heard from a little chatting done at PS starbucks.... Die die have to type it in tonight. Sleep.

This is interesting... It's cold. For once it's cold to the extent that i have to put on a jacket. Hmmm.... I'm not having a fever though i sometimes i feel like i'm having one. My usual temp should be 36.4 degrees... I'm getting 36.7 quite often now.... Cold...... *Shiver* No, wait! I just had a shower! Grrr....

Hmm... Bought "Misia The Best of Acoustic Ballade". Well haven't really went over the whole cd yet, but it's recommendable. Her voice sounds a little like Utada Hikaru, but each has their own unique tone... Guess that I have moved on from the old girl group Speed. They recently came back to make a new album. Don't know what's with the splitting and re-forming of groups these days.... nevermind. Although Ayumi has a 'squeeky' voice, her songs still rocks! WeeEE~!

Woah.. WEeee ARGH~! *Cough cough*

heehee.... Gah.... What am i doing? Sleep!

Hmm.. Tea is bad when u have a cough? Well, mum thinks it that way. She says it's too 'liang' for my cough.... Well, i think so too.

hmmm......... Weeee Sian....

REad through some blogs that have the distinct Singlish smeared all over it. And i thought mine was worse enough... More people are into this blogging thingy. Do they turn to blogging to pour our their problems or just a little place to keep their thoughts and happiest moments? Well, for me, i wanted to write down what happened in my life during secondary school. It was sheer luck that no one i know blogs or have the same thought. Otherwise, i can infect sunny and gang into blogging. Well, i didn't really go and find it too. Don't know why too. Aha! Then came to JC, saw a few screens of blogs, got the website. Now i'm so called hooked.

Since then i have blogged for quite a long time, i keep procrastinating to change te layout of the blog. Hmmm.... Would be nice if i can steal some examples from different websites... hehe.

Good night. Another cough-a-thon awaits me later.....

I say weird things.... No wait. I'm weird. Whatever...

Argh... so sian... GB GB gB... very sian. I won't stay at home everyday liao... i MUST GET OUT!!!! grr...

Cough cough... Man, the coughing is giving me stomach cramps. Ow.... It's not a very good way for getting abs this way. And i'm getting better. So those who keep asking me to drink water a word of thanks to you. I'm still drinking water. Oh, coughing and drinking at the same time can give you a really wet place....

slept, drank a lot of fluids, read jingo, played games. Still sick... grrr....

Wireless internet is so unstable.... =( got kicked out of the server after a few games.

Coughed till 4am again... argh.... But today's better! I didn't even cough in the morning! O_____________0 I'm yet to regain the full use of my voice soon.

Bro didn't record the first few parts of getbackers... damn him! now i'm stuck at home with nothing to do.

hmm... Since i don't feel like going out tomorrow, might as well have a Getbackers anime marathon. WeeEEE~! hehe.... *trots away with his bro collection of anime*

Mom woke me up screaming as usual.

Mom: Wake up! Help me with the VCR!
Me: Hmmm.... Go away i wanna sleep... zzZ
Mom: I need to use the VCR to record The cartoon for your brother!
Me: *grumbles* \Takes an eternity to find his specsMom: Quickly! It's starting!
Me: *stares at VCR and punches a few buttons*
Mom: Eh? Why you can i cannot? The VCR bullied me!
Me: ......

I went back to sleep.

hmmm.. I finally found the website for Lastexile soundtrack! Oooo... For those interested here's the link.



Well, the opening song is nice,but i dun noe know the title. =( Might be 'Cloud Age Symphony'. Anyway i'll find out when i'm finished downloading them.

Hmmm. Was drinking Dhasedyl for the cough mixture when i decided to check out its components. Was rather amused to discover that a drink had the same name. Geez... Guess that ppl are sick of drinking the same old woozy stuff. That reminds me. My usual cough mixture was codine(if my spelling is correct). The cherry flavoured one with a sweet mint aftertaste. Well, they took it off the shelves due to bloody codine addicts. Grr... Now i have to drink this disgusting brown stuff! *yucks*

The medicine is making me drowsy. My brain feels like a piece of squashed up pile of junk.Feeling pressure changes everywhere in my brain. Sometimes expanding sometimes shrinking... grr.... WTH... Woke up this morning without the ability to utter a single word. Then started cough like hell again.

What nice feelings i get these days.

Great... Just coughed the hell out at night till morning. WT*cough cough*H.. I gues i'll be just resting at home today. been running away for the pass few days. REST!

Went to HMV after the movie. Didn't feel like buying anything, though i saw a few i like. Could be the drowsiness affecting my mood. *cough cough* I hate coughs. coughed throughout the movie and throughout the day. I didn't drink anything cold... ok just a little spicy stuff... but I'm still coughing... grr...

*cough cough* *cough cough* *cough cough* *cough cough* *cough cough* *cough cough* *cough cough* *cough cough*

Watched LOTR:RoTK today. They didn't tell me that it was at Lido!! I went to cineleisure,... Had to rush from one end of orchard to the other end in 10min! WTH.... I reached there sweating.... Plus i'm sick somemore. nvm. Little excerise won't kill the-not-so-sick me.

RoTK was good! This one is slightly longer, more action packed. My arse got numb after the show.... Couldn't stop coughing for the day... Was even worse at night. I couldn't even complete saying a word.... *cough cough* WTH....

Went shopping today~! WeeeEEE~! Bought shirt and a discman.... Hmm, Ra saw 2 guys holding hands at PS. They let go the moment they saw her lookign at them.. Haha~! Funny..... If they wanna show their affection for each other, jsut go ahead lah.... wahahah... Public Display of Affection (PDA) lol.... Personal preference, privacy is still my choice.

Benny asked my out for clubbing tonight.. Well sorry can't got some serious coughing to do at home... haiz... *cough cough*

Yeah tomolo LOTR: RoTK!! 4.30pm show at cine with my few friends and my sec school techer which i can crap with (though he doesn't teach me any subject) lol!
Weird. A teacher that doesn't teach me anything and i get to noe him... lol... Hope he doesn't threaten to squeeze my balls. Which he always does. But never did.

*cough cough* Argh... damn cough kept bothering me... I could hardly complete a sentence that would be interupted by bouts of mindless coughing... ARGH......

Currently these ppl are in for the 2 star course:

Meng Heng
Wilson
Ira
Ying Feng
Weng
Mark
Joyce
Zebin
Teri
Farhan
Eleanor

It's more than enough... I'm going down to paddle culture on thursday to collect the forms...

Those interested plz inform me!!!

OMG.... I'm doing secretary work on the 2 star course thingy.... argh...... anyway those interested it would most prob be held on jan or feb weekends. 3 sessions 6 hours each. Course fee about $40 for students... for those graduated should be $50 i think.... I currently have 9 names... need 1 more to meet requirement!!! ppl~! plz sms me~!!!!!

[edit] Those joining must have 1-star cert!

wahahhaa.... Borrowed some books today. And found out that my bro didn't return the books he was suppose to return... grrrr.....

hmmm... hehe.. haha... wahahhaha.....

Just gotta provoke those cowards wearing strong avatar in the noob zone.... grr... Cowards.... I got bored of GB....

hmmm.. next up, Gotta persuade my parents to allow me to go for the Krabi scuba diving. Nothing to do in the meantime, i guess i'll just watch the Harry potter Dvd.. =P

Back from the kids camp~! Glad that those who went for the Xp got some wonderful gifts from nature~!

Iam so SHAGGED. Kids are crazy.... Jumping around and running here and there. I have to chase them around the whole compound.. At sentosa was worse... have to cajole them like siao... And i'm not very good at that.... =X But it was fun lah.. They tend to run to you and hug u and say, "Kor kor, i want to go toilet!". Then with their pearly, innocent looking eyes. U noe what i mean.... They are so innocent.... wahahah... Was soaked in their saturated innocence. Hmmm... Kinda sad i have to tell them fake stuff to convince them... Haiz... Now they're saying we big kor kor and jie jie keep lying... haiz.... nvm.... The instructors are another bunch of kids too.... Actually, they are more childish than the kids.... Hmmm... I notice after 3 days my tone of talking to ppl is like a kid... argh... hope that wears off soon... Weee..... bed!

finished the book... i dun mind getting the second book though.... tomorrow gonna go for the camp in the morning.. gah.. so early...

Oh yah, they should be coming back tomolo!

hmmm..... didn't noe that reading could be this much fun... wahhaha.... when did i stop reading novels? sec school? no time i guess. Nah i didn't make time... Always reading mags and science stuff.... sheesh.... my record.... 3 days 2 books.. wahhaa.... slow!

Oh yah, jsut rememebered that i got a date with my teacher, and a few friends on the 18...... that's thursday..... I hope i got something to do on Wednesday...

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My slowest record was 2 years one book... maybe longer

haiz.... few a few pages of the elder gods to read..... mocked my GB skills again... sainz.... didn't go for the practice... felt sick.... damn flu...

going to the CC to learn the dance later... gah....

Sheesh.. didn't know that reading for the whole day can tire me out so fast.. sleepy....

...zZZ

hmmm... I think i better off the comp now.... otherwise i'll be typing stuff that i shouldn't type here.... =X

This is bad... Feeling something missing these few days..... gah... nvm.

wireless internet working.. read half of the elder gods.... I can actually finish 1 and a half book sin 2 days... i so amazed... then amazed myself with the rusty skills in GB.... haiz... so boring... BORED! -______-



The children's camp coming up on thur.. gonna be dragged around by the kids.... "so FUN~!"

hope she's free on wed.....

My com's in the operating room(bro's room) again... can't get tthe wireless lan to work..... damn....

Hmmm... spend the time reading stardust by Neil Gaiman... Well gotta do something else rather than be sinking deeper into my games.... I wonder what are they doing now.... Errr..... back to the book "The Elder Gods" by David and Leigh Eddings ...

Errrr........ nvm...

went shopping today~! Bought some new clothes.. And started talking to my mother about the thailnad thingy.... as i expected, the straight answer was no.... She said that i should stop following others and blah blah... But seriously i told her that i wanted to go. It's not the influence shit thingy..... I noe that whenever i'm not at home they worry about me... But this worrying thing is holding me down... I cannot let the chance to slip past again and again.... I want to go.... Hmmm.... i can try to minimise their worrying habits.... haiz... To parents, no matter how old they are, we are always their children.

I shouldn't even be here blogging.... I should have gone with them for XP..... Haiz.... Moreover someone is going too... Haiz.... The lonely walk from Malaysia to Singapore was dreadful. I was feeling so regretful.... Why didn't i persist in convincing my parents? haiz.... i was a little happy when i came back... cos *ahem ahem* yah, then yah like that loh. hehe.... I think there is hope... =D

Regrets.... that's what i'm feeling now.... Next up kenneth i thinking of going to Thailand for their scuba diving course. 4-6 days i think. This time i'm not going to sit there and do nothing again. I'm not going to regret my choice again. This time i'm gonna fight my way through... But still i have to respect the final decision of my father.... Most likely i'm gonna write a proposal to him... Must apply brainwashing tactics from Iz Lim liao...... I hope it can be successful... and that she can come too~! but the chances are slim....

Sadly.. can't go for XP this time... Haiz... u guys go have fun! While i rot in Singapore....

Did the SAT today... It was easier than last time... REally~! Plus i have to go throught that stupid test with a running nose and a bloody sore throat.... Luckily, i didn't use any tissue.. Or u might see a snowy mount fuji infront of my desk... Then i haa to drag my feet to Kino at taka to buy my bro's FF X-2 guide book... Grrr.......

Back home laid on the bed like a dead man till the cable guy arrive.... Yup got SCV maxonline 3000~! Yippe~! but don't think i'll use it much anyway.... Sadly my comp got some stupid prob, so i can't get to use that special privillege yet... Geez.... *sniff sniff* Time to take the med....

Vannessa Mae is nice....... wahahaha.... Her music rocks!

Oh yah! I stopped Gunbound for a few days! Weee~!!!! I'm not addicted! Actually, i get sick of playing the game too long. Plus it's just shooting each other and get exp and money... gets bored easily. But i still recommend ppl to try it... It's kinda sad that i stopped at the time i reached the high ranks of the game... wahahh nvm.. next game! Moon harvest: Friends of Mineral Town. Maybe i should get a Gameboy... Maybe not.... wahhahahahaahah... GAme games games... i have no life.....

No bike = No life... =(

Taking SATs tomorrow... Maybe i should flunk it! hahhaa.. That would be fun~!

K, the prom photos are up in the galleria! Haha have fun.....

Spent the prom night clubbing at en lounge and lan shop at selegie... haiz....... dun really find clubbng fun..... Saw and leaned quite a few stuff..... Interesting and a little disgusted.... hmmmm... nvm... personal preference...

Maybe i go ride G-Max a few times someday...... If i got the money, that is. Who wanna join me? Treat me at the same time... hehe

PISSED.............................................

I'm pissed.. I typed something about my dream this morning and blogger screwed up again.

Then The stupid comp wasted 3 CD-R for the photos and i have only burned one successful one...

GRRR>>>>....

ooo.. Harvest Moon: Friends of Mineral Town is fun... Weee`!

OH MY GOD! My room is so clean~! So free of books and papers~! I can't stand it..... -_-'

I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.
I shall not GB today, I shall tidy up my room.

X__________x

Ok... I should stay away from computers from now on... Grr... I wasted hours on it... Plus i just got a controller to play Gameboy advance games on PC... Muauahahaha... I guess i'll tidy up the room for now...

oooo... farming is tedious.... WooT~!

Ok.. I'm a little sick of Gb... Now switching to Moon harvest on GBA for a while... And it really needs a controller to play it... Otherwise ur fingers will go cramp!@ Weee.. *Farming in Moon Harvest*

the patch in Gb just screwed everythigg.... My raping days are over....

ok mom's speaking some ironical stuff..... haiz.....

i finished the Gundam Justice... should be posting up the pics soon.. tired... very weak and frail...
The gundam is very the heavy... heavier than my Wing Custom 1/100...

drilling stopped... nice... now i got nothing to do... maybe.. back to the gundam..

The bloody drilling woke me up at 934am...... Now blasting my music to mask the drilling shit.....