Oh yah.. Went to Woodlands library today to mug.... Bloody retards... talk so muck crap beside me, couldn't conc.... Isn't a library suppose to be quiet? They just stay there and crapped all day. felt like shredding them to bits... too bad humans can't be recycled.... hmm... maybe i took out all their reusable organs for transplants.... Then shred them to bits... That woulb be most satisfying.

Damn i'm becoming too diablolical.... Can i dig out ur eyeballs? =D

Dun feel like studying already... aARGH~! Studying these much i'll make me one day scour the world for tys and burn them all~! Muahaha... Shredding them and recycling them would be a better option =X

I just discovered that i dun really talk much when i'm stressed.... Haven't actually uttered a word for 2 days, i think. I'm not really that quiet.... I'm just... lazy to move my jaws up and down and to resonate my vocal chords. Plus my problems with my teeth... argh... Well, humans haven't develop their ability of speech till about 2 or 3yrs old... So maybe at that time mine wasn't used to it's fullest extent. =X

I finally looked at the calendar! That's the first tiem i looked at one in like how long? 5 months? wahhaha.. 12 days till the first paper... I am running short of time~!

Now i wish i can forgo sleeping. I noe many people are trying to sleep at night but they can't.. =X getting sleepy now.. muahahaha

Stayed at changi airport for the night. Nice place. The viewing gallery is a damn blody nice place to study at. Well, at least i think it is. I can't stick to the conventional table and chair position. Need a change somethimes. Now i prefer studying on the floor. haha... The whole floor's my table!

I wonder sometimes... Why do we sometimes listen more to strangers than our closer friends and relatives? Like, we heed professional advice from doctors, while beforehand our relatives have already suggested the relatively same advice? What about taking criticism from friends and strangers? Much of the time, the impact of the criticism from strangers are more damaging than thsoe of friends. Hmmm.....

bloody hell... First my bro disconnected the internet saying that his stupid comp hanged, so he feared an hack. If the stupid hacker wanna hack in to steal stuff, he will only get his mega collection of anime videos and some porn stuff. No credit card no or whatever shit. Secondly, the internet speed started to slow down. Now i cannot evenly load a page in seconds. PISSEd~! I rarely have patience this few days... And thirdly, the weather is damn hot.... sweating fountains.....

Look's like i 've done it again... Maybe i try too hard sometimes.... Grr....

"It's been a while since i f*ck things up just like i always do. " - Staind

Yup, the day has arrived. The graD day. The last day of school.
Finally, my class actually worked together to clean up the class and the stupid card. Hadn't seen any co-operative features in my class for the past 2 years with them. I found it rather warm for the last fews moments with them. But it just ends there. Full stop. The rest is filled with emptiness that aren't worth remembering. I'll just leave it like that. Maybe it's due to the low poplutation of girls in class. Only 2 in fact. The boys seemed to bear grudges on the different groups in class. I don't care. I dun wanna get dragged into their battle arena. So i am the loner in class, with a 'blur' friend beside me. Well, i do talk to the rest of the class, but i dun really click with them. Wrong frequency or something like that. Of all the people in class, Shing Lam. Yup, the blurry faggot in class, that plays hard and studys hard. All rounder. Dun noe whether he's faking his blurry-ness But he has problems in his language. A mixture of broken english, jap or canto accent. He never fails to get suaned by the class. I dun suan him as much as the rest of the class. Maybe that's why i ended up becoming his so called 'pillar of support'.

haiz... he got pressurized by Bro paul today. I just dun like the use of good, purposeful exploitation of peer pressure. To me, it's the last resort people can think of to motivate others. Yup, he's damn stressed rite now.

Well, for the ODAC ppl. It's a great pleasure to hear their names being called out one by one. They worked for it. They got what they deserved. I wondered to myself "Why didn't I commit more ?" Lazy? Slacking? The likely reason is not motivated. I started everything afresh in the beginning. Yup, didn't want to get into CJ, and other personal problems. So progress was rather slow to start with. Now 2 years have passed. It's scary sometimes to see years just fly past u like seconds. I have learned a lot. Treasured many. I discovered the meaning of 'the more u give, the more u get in return'. Hey wasn't i suppose to talk about ODAC ppl? Backtrack... Yah they are a bunch of nice people, fun and loves to suan. Although my suaning skills haven't really improved, i can only do short sentence suaning =X

Well, that's all for 2 years. I know it's short. There are stuff still unwritten.I rather kept them i my head =X [cos i'm lazy to type, i'm not really a typing person] hehe...

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Ok... did some biking today...covered only a small area today... ihow i wish i can cycle longer.. further..... i don't cycling alongside cars... =X

My HT called me while i was in bed... He was quite good as he didn't call me to go back to school immediately... wahahha...

got a cold.. *sniff sniff* distrupted a nice day to study as i skipped school.... anyway, bro paul, your intensive revision program seems useless... It's indirectly wasting our self revision time for going to school so early in the morning. Time wasted in transition from home to school and back. Not everyone work well in the early morning. I wasted the morning sleeping in lectures and stuff.... by mid-afternoon, the brain is not in the mode to study. That's y u get so many ppl skipping school and stuff. And ur detention for night study is ridiculous. It's after school hours and u can't force ppl to stay for detention till 10pm... I say it's an abuse of the school authority and an infringement of our personal time and space.... Hope that the absentism in school rises for the last few days... Those ppl who skip school really do STUDY... We're matured enough to think for ourselves... U ought not to repeat the same mistake next year... =X

feeling very screwed up rite now... had a long long slow walk home which took about 20min in the dark... haiz....
i just love to walk in the dark..... lolz

haiz... i keep too many stuff to myself.... =X My unwillingness to talk is sometimes a bane and a tool to me... There are things that i want to tell.... but i restrained myself and i dun noe why. haiz.... Life's so unpredictable... that's why it SUCKS... AND ROCKS!

ok my mistake.. arnie's the governor of califonia not LA =X

Haiz... i just hate the period before exams.... Or rather, i hate EXAMS! "If u don't get good grades, your future is ruined" mentality of ppl here just really irritates me.... My dad used to tell me that lots of times during my primary school. K, fine... It seems that i was a little slow in primary school and got into the last class... blah blah... then shot up to the second class during streaming... merely scrape through my first 2 years in primary school. =X Didn't do too well for the O's... Now i'm struggling in JC... Why was i born here in this competitive country? Fate? Crap... I wanna do something different rather than study study study for hte most of my time....

haiz..... =X

Hmmm... Arnie became the governor of LA. Why him? bloody hell... Will he be another politician that makes empty promises and use sweet talking to smooth his way out? Nah... he can't smooth talk his walk out... lol....

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Interesting...... But i love winter!

My comp is screwed... So i can't change the songs on my mp3 player, which i haven't changed for a month. It's just as screwed as well... I can't record stuff on cds with the sstupid comp hanging itself with strings of '1's and '0's in the microprocessor... Or it's the stupid bad sectors in the hard disk that's causing the problems.... Technology just screwed my life.... Haiz...

Man's zealous over-dependence on science and technology might soon the fall of humanity.... Animals have special abilities or body parts that allow them to defend themselves in the harsh natural world. We, humans, have only hands, legs and our brains to defend ourselves. Compared to other animals, we are just mere soft tissues of muscles. For example, crabs have their sturdy exo-skeleton for protection, their strong pincers that love to pinch the butts of humans, their multiple legs for ease of movement over any terrain. We, humans, have hands to do whatever we want with it, legs to run, mouths to blabber about almost everything. We were granted the only most powerful ability in the natural world. It's our higher level of intelligence. We use it to create things - things that defend ourselves. But sadly, things that are used for defensive measures can be used as weapons. So now we've got the most powerful things that can defend ourselves with and destroy each other with. And that's technology!

Yeah~! U have just read crap by me! lolz... hope u enjoyed it.... wanted to type somemore. but it seems that everytime i want to write a lot it's always late in the night... blah.. gd night!

Did badly for my prelims..... Well not as bad as my classmate, who i knew studied super hard and yet still can get lousier marks than me..... haiz.... what's this world coming to? And yah, i scratched the new cd.. damn.. ='(

Hello... Been blogging very little for the past few days... Haha... Bought a cd on sunday. Yuri Chika - Treasure the world. She's a Jap girl who is living in Hawaii and this is her 3rd album. I have never heard of her before, she's like a minor star emerging in Japan, where her songs are oftenly requested on jap radio! Muahaha... Yup, she's good... Check her out... her english song 'I Cry' is highly recommended.... =P'''

haha... did a little maths today... Hmmm... Must start on the sight-reading thing..... haha....

Didn't study much today... just play play play!! hahaha... I feel a little relaxed now... yeah! study tomolo!

Well, we are in a very stressful situation and all the exams going on... And mood swings are natural. That's what make us human. Heehee... U Smile!

Saw something totally disgusting and horrifying yesterday...... A little advice - dun sit at the back of a empty doubledeck bus.... ARgh..... bloody hell.... Some freak was *Emheming* in broad daylight, and i just happened to walk past and saw something perculiar... A few more nanoseconds later, *nightmare*~! My eyes were tainted.... Why can't he do it somewhere where ppl dun see, so that innocent ppl like me dun get to see his part where the sun don't shine but it was well highlighted by the sunlight in this case? Hmmm... With this kind of ppl around and the prominent rise in homosexualism, it gives me second thoughts about the way this society is transforming. I am not anti-homosexual, i can make friends with them. But i don't encourage their kind of preference....