Hmm... after looking at the bikes.... I decided to delay it till after NS get i get one of those.... haiz.... Using technology 2 years old isn't very worth it.... so.... I think i'll save first... Danke!

Oh yah... Guess that everyone didn't noe that Meng Heng was called David... Muahahaha

Something puzzles me.... Me and MH bought a bottle of volka, only to discover it has a alcohol content of 5.5%. So it wasn't volka by right, but why is it labelled volka?.... tastes more like Bluberry cough mixture... Yucks...

ok i'm finally blogging. Less than an hour till the end of my birthday.... This is the first most tiring birthday i ever had. Wahaha... I was awake for more than 27 hours for the camp thingy.... Went home to watch tv for a while..... shower.. Stone at the bed and sleep for a about 3 hrs? then i'm fully awake. Till now. wahahahhahahaha crazy......

Had fun at the race.... first time to hitchhike 6 times around Singapore at unearthly hours.most of the ppl there were like 19, or 20 somethings.... Wooo.... hehe... But i'm glad that this walk around singapore puts me back into shape... Weee.~!!!

For now, i'll spend the last few minutes of my birthday seraching for the bike......

finished the upper body of the model only.... slowly do.. GB madness.... got my pet! Eric treating me lunch tomolo~! WeeWE

Operation ZGMF-X09A JUSTICE GUNDAM commences from this moment...... I gotta stop GB for a while ya know... later

the Gb marathon didn't last as long as i expected... well, sleep~!

Went pubbing today after the examz... whahah.... lousy bar... Eee... tiger beer sucks... Would rather buy volka and drink at home with bro... lol! GBGB till late~! later

Eh... few more hours to the paper~! about 15hrs i think! Can't wait~!

Haha.. Guessed that i'm quite booked till after christmas then i can do whatever stuff i want to do for a long long time... Grrr... i go hit the books then. Or the other way around.

ONE MORE PAPER~! ONE MORE PAPER~! ONE MORE PAPER~! Weee~!!!!!!

On yah, it finally smelled like any other November in the past now. I dun noe how to say but it really smells like one from the past when i was in primry school? hahaha.. Funny... I can smell months! Oooo....

I finally got my comp back`!!!!! Wee~!~!!~!!!!!!! My poor comp must have suffered much under that mad computer freak bro of mine.... Anyways i finally can blog~! hahah

HAd a rough day today... was Very irritated and pissed. nvm. It's better now

Em? physics of fluids? OMG....

tomolo is the second last paper.... finally it's ending.... so am i.

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couldn't sleep again... sianz... die... must study tomolo!!!

Oh yah, i finally found the word for the feeling before - Apathy

It's means:
Lack of interest or concern, especially regarding matters of general importance or appeal; indifference.
Lack of emotion or feeling; impassiveness.

Funny... Listening to a audiobook - Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus. Dun noe why my bro downloaded it. But anyway, i'm listening it now. W00t~!

Yawnz... I can't get to sleep. Damn. I usually have normal naps of at most 2hrs. Now i have can only sleep for at most 45mins? Grrr.... My body is really tired.. Yet the mind isn't. It's very alert.... But i can't get in what i studied. haiz... nevermind. Better start studying tomolo

lol bro's frustrated~! been punching the buttons on one single boos for an hour! the game makers are crazy...

finally got hold of a comp~! bro punching the ps2 contoller furiously behind me... whatever

Sumiko Tan's column this week was good. Heh. Hope that the stereotyping in laws can be amended soon.... But apparently not.

Watched the Two Towers Extended dvd version! Weee~! So damn nice~! Haven't actually read finish the story yet. Well, it's still in the process..... =P Poor Aragorn was forced to eat the stew that Ewoyn(somethiing like that) made. The look on his face was really show that it was yucky.... =X



Thou shall not dream of projectiles flying over my head
or the song that haunts me every night.
Bounded by naks and mages.... GunBounded.

I did something super freaky yesterday. 15hrs of GB~! ah~!!!!!! die.... and i woke up quite early in the morning... a first time... haiz... maybe no more comps for me today

Ok... it's just gb and gb and gb today... haiz...

yawnz... this is bad... sitting on the floor to play games... backache and neck ache... argh... slp

hehe... at my dad's comp now... waitng for the stupid gunbound prgram to download finish... Grr.... Bro robbed me of my comp! *shakes his fist*

hmm... since i time now, i'll write roughly on what i will be doing for the break... till... till Ns... sheesh....

- won't be working for these 2 months, maybe is january onwards
- Go library read up... missed out a lot manz....
- fix the 2 gundams which have been crying for me to fix them since i bought them
- cycle, cycle, cycle, cycle and cycle
- Manga!!!!! Saiyuki!

hmmm... why didn't 'you are under arrest' come out in the manga version? such a nice anime....

Anyway these should keep me company for a while.

Then if i work i dun think i'll be spending it on anything. I'm saving for a bike!!! Weee~! Maybe $600 is enough? Trek? GT? Giant? Kona? hmmm.... spoilt for choice..



Oh yah, anyone game for the reverse bungee jump and clarke quay? i wanna play.... hehe... $30 bucks though

Download's 56%... slow..... Bro bought The Two Towers extended DVD ed.... hmmm.. maybe i should watch it tomorrow.
Oh Yah, i need a new wallet... My ancient one now is tearing apart....

download's 61% done.... i think i go shower now, otherwise u will find a skeleton in front of my dad's comp later...

Ooo... Weekend! Weeee~! Gotta go meet sunny and eric tomolo at marche.... Food~! hehehe... dun noe whether i will have the appetite to eat due to all the stress.... Physics was ok today, thought i still didn't manage to finish the paper... haiz.... nvm... i can go shopping tomolo~! hehehe..... Dad wait till u receive the bills.... =X

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Clamp is nice..... Weee~!

Why am i writing this even i have 2 papers tomolo? Bored.

My bro is shifting the downloading shit to my comp... aRHG!! He should noe some boundaries dammit! maybe i will lock my comp with a password. hehe...

Maybe this is the day i heard the most 'f*cks' in my JC life and it only came from one person. haha... Funny though....

I guess i'm super drained... I dun feel like studying for physics.... argh.... I'm very tired. Really really tired.

Guess gunbound is taking over the school. =X Study...

Heh.... suppose to be doing chem mcq now but i'm mugging for phy. =X

Hmm.... Why am i online anyway?

guess that it finally feels like it's the end of the exams. But i still gotta cramp for one more week... Bless all physics ppl~!

yawnz... had a few hours of play... but still... it's gone... whatever. Physics tomolo!

C.H.E.M.... F*ck the paper. That's all. Need more to describe?

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Well maybe a bit.
Screw ENV chem. F*ck question 7. Spend a hour on Q1and 2.

Well that's how fucked I am...

13 days to my b'dae... OMG.. i'm going old! 18 this year... so can drink, smoke, stay out late bla blah.... hehehehe.... *sinister thoughts* muahaha...

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I got a short half-life....

Just heard that my friend, Grayson, bone his collar bone. Did it while cycling at high speed. With only one hand on the handlebar, he breaks forcefully. Due to Newton first law of motion, he flew out and hit the ground....And broke his collarbone... haha... hope he has a quick recovery...

funny... the screen fickles whenever i type a word... Bro's comp really screwed up this time....

yah, parents got a little excited over a few numbers in 4d again... they keep blaming their luck for not buying them whenever they 'thought' of a number... hehe.. interesting... but i dun understand it at all... =X

I'm been ignorant for this whole period of time....... hack....
It could be a blessing... or the other way round. It's scary what exams and stress can do to the mind. And the heart. Just feeling nonchalant now. Neither happy or sad. Maybe stressed and depressed sometimes. Yet nonchalance dominates over the rest. Doing the stuff i like doesn't interest me anymore. I dun even dislike the stuff i dun like. I'm like staring at the clock with minutes gone by. Ok, a few minutes have been lost. So? I lost something. So? I won something. So?

If this continues after the exams, I'm in deep shit. Again.

So?

Ok, i'm in front of a computer screen again. Damn. I can't avoid comps in my house. One in my room, dad's room, and the forever on comp in my bro's room. As usual, i ended up sitting in my bro's room for at least one hour either watching anime or playing games. My drive for studying can only last for about a week during the exam period. Yet in this bloody whole month exam period, it lasted only a few days. I rejoice in a sadistic manner and wish that the exam could last for few months.

I'm staring blankly at a card in from of the comp. It says, "Follow your dreams, take one step at a time, don't settle for less, just continue to climb." I was like..... "Is this what i dreamt of?" No. I dun even understand why am i /even/ doing this. This puts me straight away in the 'Less' department. Once again, i think of the reason why am i here? Singapore is so small, and i got bored of it. Plus i dun have the liberty to go walk around without having to go home for dinner. Caged like a bird? Maybe. No. I'm not caged. I'm /chained/. Whatever things i do, back in my mind i know that some will be worried for me. . I dun like people to worry about me. I noe they care bout me, but i can't stop their habit. Now i'm acting like them, worrying for myself. I'm thinking like them.... Wth... I found it so strange. I'm thinking like how others think. Grrr.... Stop that, I must.

My special exercise program is working quite fine. Once a day would do good. If it can last for a month, it's a near miracle.

I'm getting sian of studying~! haiz... why do the physics papers have to be at the last week of Nov? haiz... the longer it lasts the lesser is my patience.... I NEED MY LIFE BACK~!

haiz.... sian... A levels... wth....

DAd's picking on me..... Grrr... he phrased is question like i was responsilbe for what happened, which i didn't even know it happened... No, it wasn't like a question, more like an assertions. Blah... whatever.... Study...

The A's tomorrow~! Maths C P1 at 8am.... yawnz... nothing to right... studying just drained a whole lifetime out of me... yawnz..... "Good luck and have fun" to all~!

Hmm.. Looks like i can't sleep without studying for a day... haiz....

Ok this was on the papers:
Singapore's Penal Code Section 377
"Anyone that had unusual sex, with or without consent, is subjected to imprisonment up to 10 years or life imprisonment"

This is very amusing... it's like murder... =X

hmmm.... dreamt about my past last night... It was like some time travelling stuff. Saw my smaller version and my present self talking to each other.. =X

yawnz... gonna sleep now.... maths.... wahahaha~! 1+1=3~!

Oh yah... I dun like the Newton-Rhapson Method~!

3.22am now~! Weee~! sick of maths... not reading newspaper stuff

Yawnz... damn the renovation work below~! my mom's addicted to drama serials vcd... noisy~!

Studying at night rules~! hehe... everything so damn still so damn quiet~! heehee~! yeah... 2nd night into it...

Was joclted up from sleep today by drillings.... grrr....

haiz... crap.... i think i am off my studying peak.....

Been raining these few day... Grr... sometimes when i wanna go out, it irritates me. If i dun want to, it send squalls at me... I like it though... hehe... It's the end of the year again... Nov. My month... I just love Nov! heehee~!

Weee..... cycled more than 23km today... haha... Found two kittens at the end of the track at the park connector.. guess they are living at the abandoned telephone booth... hehehe.. *stroke stroke* So cute~! Oh... they were eating potatoe chips..... kinda bad for them though....

A kiddo was cycling fast and swaying left and right then he hit the railings... Only his bro was there.... So gotta help a bit... He's fine, nothing serious. Then an old man came by and said 'U were cycling recklessly, see now what happened?' I was like (in my mind) "Grr... Go away old man...' I believe today was the first time that the kiddo had no parent to cling onto when he's in trouble or soemthing.... Hope he gets used to it... =X *yawnz* Thighs could hardly move...

Gonna try 40km after A's..... *cycles away on his rugged bike*

Hmmm... Kept thinking about how am i gonna get my own 'proper' bike when studying today....

crap... I want side bars, aero bar, light 21 inch frame, front suspension, and of cos very sturdy and efficient gears, good wheel frames. Most important of all, i must be able to lift up the bike straight up with ease using 2 hands.

hehehe... better start saving for the bike..... WEeeeee.........